I wish after growing up, moving to college and getting out of lawton I could honestly say I was happy. Honestly its the complete oppisite. I lost my best friend forced to move on. Im living in a city I don’t know like I do home. Im forced to live in a house with people I don’t like. I have to pay for everything on my own now. Im going to school for something im not even passionate about. I don’t like looking forward because i know the future isnt bright for me anymore. Let me live with my mistakes and burn as the consequence. I just wanna make music and sing my heart out but thats the one dream that will never happen.
That pain in your throat when your mind is telling you to cry, but in your heart you know you just need to swallow it and pull yourself together.